Monday, February 26th

This place is getting absolutely ridiculous. I don't really know how to transcribe it in a way that you would understand without actually being here with me. I hope that I can put this across in a way that you can all sympathize.

Yesterday, I didn't have to work, so I spent some time talking to my aunt. She is seriously suicidal and I do believe that she's going to try again and succeed. My aunt didn't eat 30 muscle relaxers - she ate 60 of them. She told me that she did it to try to stop her heart, but it didn't work (obviously) and she ended up puking for a week instead. She cried to me and told me that she did it because her life is worthless - her husband and her daughter both hate her. She brought it all upon herself, but whatever.

My uncle pulled me aside this morning to talk to me a little bit about the letter their daughter mailed him. He said he feels like he's in a difficult position because he wants to have Sugar Daddy put in jail for some of the things he's done, but he knows it'll leave his household in shambles. It's true - my aunt will make his life a living hell if he does that. I still don't know what the letter said...but obviously Sugar Daddy did something bad. My uncle said he's probably gonna let me read it so that I can help him decide what to do.

The Lapdog is over again tonight, and he and my aunt had an argument that ended with her screaming, "If I want to end my own life, I will. Nobody is going to control my life!"

What a fucking nightmare.